My wife and I have always been private people. Writing this blog has been very therapeutic for me. But tonight, I’m also feeling like I shouldn’t be revealing these things. Like I am violating my wife’s trust. Maybe I’m feeling that way because it appears my wife is now vulnerable. I want to protect her. I still love her more than anything.
Only a few people who are close to me know about this blog. I suppose I would have no problem telling them these things in person. And I’m not using our names. So anyone else who may stumble upon these entries would not know they are coming from me. Still, I feel bad.
An hour or so after her last voice mail, my wife started texting me again. That will probably be my next entry, if I decide to keep this going. Too tired now…
In A Way, Aren't We All? 
I stumbled across your blog tonight — and I had the EXACT SAME sentiment about writing mine. The funny thing is — I started writing it in a cathartic way — not many people (except those closest to me) knew what was going on.
And now, well, I have found myself with a publishing deal, which wasn’t really the initial intention!
I don’t mean to creep you out – just wanted to encourage you. You aren’t alone.
Keep writing. It helps. Unfortunately, there is a psychology to the infidel. I see so many parallels between your wife’s behavior and my ex husband’s.
Blessings to you – I’ll be praying for you.
Congrats on the publishing deal! I’m glad to hear something positive came out of something so tragic. That’s great!
There really does seem to be a psychology to the infidel. Many commenters to this blog have shared similar experiences.
Thanks for your support. I’m glad you stumbled upon my blog and were willing to comment. I appreciate it and hope to hear from you again.
Absolutely! Keep writing!